i am feeling really confused at the moment. My ex is being a bit jekyl and hyde and several times i have had to stop at my mates for my own safety. However now my mate is being off with me and i don't really understand why i feel like somehow i have managed to push her and everyone else away from me with my situation. I am starting to feel lonely and that i have no support as i feel like i am draining everyone and although i do feel guilty for doing this i also need support while i try and gt my lie back on track. I don't know what i am meant to do, do i pretend everything is ok when i talk to my mate so as to make sure she doesn't feel like i am leaing on her too much? Please any advice would be appreciated.