I've tried to kill myself a few times now, never successfully. I took < modedit-gentlelady-methods> I told my mom, and she just said that it won't do anything, that I should just go to bed and leave her alone. I know I'm stressing her out, which is why I have to die. I see no other option, really. I think just my being alive is making her miserable, and I really don't know what else I can do. I really don't have anything to complain about, because from what I've read, everyone else has such serious problems, while mine are just nothing. I don't really know what to do, and I'm just so confused. I can't do anything, really. I don't think I'll graduate from high school, I don't see myself getting any kind of job, I can't see myself going to college. I think eventually my mom would just kick me out of the house, and I'd have nowhere to go. I want to just end it now, because I'm seeing a very bleak future so far. I just can't find the willpower to do it yet. Sorry if what I wrote was kind of incoherent, I'm tired at the moment.