My emotions are just changing, i cant keep up with them. My stupid dog has set me off, im soo pissed. I sent her away so i didnt lose it and take it out on her. I keep having waves of anger come up, and am throwing things. I need to knock this off, but i dont know where to turn, unless its to the frostbiting. im there, im past there. Im so done, im emotionally and pysically exausted. I want to sleep, but i know if i sleep she will be there telling me im no use, and that we are both better off going out own ways. Nighmares of being unwanted and alone leave me exausted and sleep deprived. This in turn leaves me completely vonerable to the damn mood swings. I want to throw things. I want to stab something, if only i had a damn knife. Tonight has been too long. Just let it end, god, just let all this shit end. I dont want to even be around anyone anymore. I only screw up, and drive everyone away, from new friends, to people who have known me my whole time here.