So depressed

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Autumn01, Mar 17, 2010.

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  1. Autumn01

    Autumn01 Well-Known Member

    I'm so depressed and I just want to die. :badday:
    I don't know why I haven't done it yet.
    I'm just going through the motions.
     
  2. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    i'm sorry autumn

    what's going on?
     
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Me too Autumn i think we don't want to die just want to feel better right want the sadness and pain gone wish i knew how to take it away fro you. Can you reach out to anyone just to talk a bit let the sadness out it helps sometimes sorry your so low me too
     
  4. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry Autumn....I am feeling like that too....
    I'm like Violet though...don't think I really want to die but I want the pain to stop..
    Hang in there....hugs
     
  5. Autumn01

    Autumn01 Well-Known Member

    Thanks Wastingecho, violet and IV.


    Wastingecho,
    I'm just depressed about everything- I hate myself and I hate life.


    violet,
    I'm sorry that you're low too.
    For me it's different- I do want the pain to end but I also do want to end my life as well. For me- there is no point in continuing being alive year after year.


    IV,
    I'm sorry that you are down too.
     
  6. ASolitaryBlue

    ASolitaryBlue Well-Known Member

    autumn, i understand that you want more than the pain to end, you want it all to end. but why is it that you hate your life and dont want it anymore under any circumstances?
     
  7. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    i know the feeling autumn

    it takes a long time to get to this point - what was the thing that put you over the edge?

    can you talk about it?
     
  8. Autumn01

    Autumn01 Well-Known Member

    Nothing brings me joy, nothing makes me happy.
    I just want to be done completely.
     
  9. Autumn01

    Autumn01 Well-Known Member

    I don't know what brought me to the edge- really quite a few things come to mind rather then one thing in particular.
    My life is just pointless and me being alive is just pointless.
    I don't fit in anywhere and I feel useless everywhere.
    I'm really just taking up space in the world.
     
  10. ASolitaryBlue

    ASolitaryBlue Well-Known Member

    ok. but is there anything that you like even a little? even if it in itself is not enough to love for? is there anyone you have that cares about you that will spend time with you? heck, spend time with yourself, love yourself even if it seems theres nothing left to love.
     
  11. Autumn01

    Autumn01 Well-Known Member


    I don't really like anything anymore.
    I'm a burden to everyone.
     
  12. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    you're not a burden to us .....
    we love ya and we want you around....
    do you ever do something nice for yourself ?...anything?
    something to nurture and comfort you......
     
  13. empty101

    empty101 Well-Known Member

    I've been there where there was nothing that I liked or wanted. I remember sitting and thinking "I can't think of a single thing that could happen that would make me happy right now".

    But here I am today, and plenty of things make me happy. Just don't forget that you WILL like things again one day.
     
  14. Autumn01

    Autumn01 Well-Known Member


    Thanks IV.
    I'm so damn empty, tired and lifeless.
    Do something nice for myself? Every day just comes and goes- its never ending.
     
  15. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    I hope you can hang on and keep posting here...
    so many understand what you're feeling on here...wish we could help more...
    know that we care about you and if I could I'd give you a real BIG hug but this will have to do....:hug: :flowers: :grouphug:
     
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