Okay.. that's it.. I've officially given up. I clearly can't do this anymore. I have had enough of the bullshit that is my life. I'm sat here, and I've literally.. I'm done. I'm so done. I'm done with hurting, crying, everything. I can't do this. There is nothing else to say, I guess. Some people here have saved me more times than I can care to remember, and they've been amazing. But not everyone can be saved. Some people are too fucking broken for repair. Took me long enough to realize I am one of those people. So.. thanks for everything. I'm sorry that things ended this way, but.. there really is no other way out. Take care, all.