So False

[SuchstDeinemTraum]

'Youre such a freak Niko, such a liar. You arent depressed, you are just SO FALSE its funny!'.

My sister knows how to make me feel better after a great day.

Today I found out that my best friend in Danemark has died. This is THE LAST I can deal with. End of.

It is not even 2 years and another is gone. It is too much in too short time. Today was s*****e for many reasons without my sister arguing with me and my relatives, 12 of them, joining in to tell me 'Youre a freak!'.

I dont know what to say. Im sorry. Im angry and Im tired and I can take no more.

 

[~Claire]

Sorry to hear about the loss of your friend.

:hug:

 

[Stranger1]

Hello SDT,
You need to tell your sister to piss off! Alot of people are ignorant to the fact that a person can have depression. My daughter is like that. She is always telling me to quit taking my meds and get a job that it will make me feel better.
She just doesn't understand I am a high risk to suicide. I have tried three times. And failed of course! I took her to my therapist once and the next time I saw my therapist she told me that my daughter needs help! I already knew that. She has had a hard life been in and out of foster homes and facilities for young girls.
Are you seeing a therapist? I would reccomend that to you. They will teach you how to cope with your depression. The only thing I would reccomend about seeing a shrink is to get yourself on a regiment of meds that will help take the edge off your depression. I wish you luck!!~Joseph~

 

[Petal]

I'm so sorry for your loss :hug:

Ignore your sister. She obviously doesn't understand depression.

 

[onyxangel]

I know it is hard to believe, but i am in the same boat as you are right now. But instead of coming from my sister, its coming from my mother. hang in there hun, we just have to ignore some people and try to not let them get to us. i am trying to deal with my mother not believing me and calling me a liar. and the person who violated me telling me that i wanted it. blah blah blah. just wanted to tell you to keep your head up and you will get through what ever it is that is bearing down on you.

 

[Epical Taylz]

i also have it coming from my mother
telling me that im not depressed, im just seeking negative attention

see a therapist is the one thing that seems to work,
i wouldnt know im not old enough to go to one by myself yet

hang in there :]