So far we are

[Deadflower]

They called it psychosis, delirium. I wish it would be like this. Even here.
It s no life.
It s likely the end. They won t never stop.
It doesn t matter u never hurt anyone. Doesn t matter u look not to hurt anyone. Doesn t matter you re a good person. They won t never stop.
Tired of it. Labels. Be studied. Be what.
Even by those choices, never did bad things to others.
Why am I even writing this. I know, close ppl to me knows who really i am. But THEY don t stop. And never will. And it hurts.
Sworn a friend i wouldn t try it again and it s hard not to keep my word.
Here we are. Best clothes on, make-up.

 

[sinking_ship]

Who is 'they'? Do you mean somebody specific, or just society in general?
It can definitely be exhausting keeping up the things that are expected.

 

[Deadflower]

Somebody specific, peoples who belongs to a certain team

 

[sinking_ship]

You are right that the people who really know you will know that you are a good person, and that's what really matters. And that *you* know it. You matter.

 

[Legate Lanius]

I take it that you were close to attempting to commit suicide three hours ago. Are you still here?

 

[Deadflower]

Pills collapsed in bed. Numbed. still here and her. Pain 4:21
Good Job Team go further, we re waiting