Oh. My. God. I just typed out this long as hell rant straight from the heart.. I go to post it.. I need to sign in again. I sign in again. It no work. I sign in again. POOF all my typing gone. I am so angry now. I dont normally go to tell anyone about how I feel cos I'm afraid of negative repocussions such as judgement, awkwardness, pity, and being misunderstood.. So I go and type out everything I've ever wanted to say about how I feel, cos hey I would rather tell a bunch of anonymous people who I will never meet in real life because they probably wont judge me (based on the type of site this is) but noo it doesnt want me to. -.- oh well, just another example of something stupid that i shouldn't get so worked up over but do to add to the list.