If one more fucking person touches my shoulder or put their hand on me, im gonna fucking kill them. my rage has been building days, im at my breaking point taking it out on myself because I no longer have an outlet. My headaches are back...all i wanna do is fucking scream. I have so much anger inside of me right now. and whats worse maybe is what i think about typing and what actually comes out are 2 completely different things and no its not from being upset, its been going on since the hospital trip....im so fucking sick of it, its making my rage worse. My chest hurts, EVERYTHING hurts. My ulse is about 120 right now and seriously I havent done anything but sit in a fucking chair all day. I seriously wish i had a punching bag i would fucking destroy the thing. If i werent at home i think id be screaming my heart out or dying i dunno which...im not afraid....when im this inraged im no longer afraid. GOD I FUCKING HATE THIS LIFE!!!!!