I can't take it I can't take anymore. It's been a bad week. I'm so drunk I can't even type. Nobody is home Mum is at work until the afternoon (it is now 9:am in London, England) Brother left for work earlier so won't be back until later this evening. I want to do it so badly. I just diced up my arms to fuck with razors. I have never remembered a time of wanting to take them so bad. I am so scared.