I'm so frustrated with myself, I'm finally in a relationship and all I can think about is how he's invading my personal space. I hate it! I want to just be normal and not think about death, or think about all the what ifs. I want to get along with my life. I don't want to have to stop myself from crying at everyday things. I want to not feel frustrated for once I can't let my stupid emotions out!! I want to just be happy I'm in a relationship for crying out loud. I was the one who said we should be in a relationship and now I'm just frustrated and bothered by it. I don't want to feel like it's such a big deal when people ask me to do things.