Hi Guys, Even while being happy of killing and reincarnating this body, there is still some fear of death left. At night, I have these nightmares, I always had before a suicide takes place (I plan the suicides some months ahead) and now the nightmares starting again! At daytime I am happy to die, to never again see this disgusting body and to reincarnate it, but at night the fear comes, the nightmares come..........with rational thinking death is so great and the one and only solution and I don`t have fear because I will do the Reincarnation in Thailand, and because of that such a shit life like this can never happen again to me, but in my inner soul I cannot overcome the fear of dying. It`s like some stupid phobia, for example your rational thinking says spiders are harmless, but if you see one, you have total fear and want to get away, you are still afraid of it even if you exactly KNOW that no harm will be caused to you. The same goes for death, you know that no harm will be done to you, (mod edit.. exploicit method) the next step will be reincarnation, but the fear is still there! The fear of the unknown, the "what if...." thoughts, what if this shit existence has been your only one, or what if the reincarnation fails like this one? Death has still some risks, like failed reincarnations! How can I overcome these irrational fears of dying? I trust on the fact that my death will occur in Thailand which will 100% ensure to prevent such a bullsh*t existence like this, ever again, I trust on the fact (ore merely idea) that the energy in the bain, the electric EEG energy which is the consciousness of a human, is released from the body after death and can only do the "spark of new life" in the developing but yet sleeping brain of a random unborn child some hundret meters around ------- this is my idea of reincarnation. But how far can I trust the reincarnation? It`s so random! In next life, I can be the most low-life on earth with no hope no money no nothing and getting sick and die with 25 or living as a hobo in a slum with alcohol as one and only friend and most important thing in life, or I can get be the most cute beautyqueen body with 1000 friends and lovely and rich parents and a good rich adolescent life in big suburb houses with big garden and parties and marriage ---------------- you see what follows after death is pure random, I can do NOTHING to control it, to force a "right" reincarnation happen. From a scientific point of view, there is no Karma and no reward for having been good or anything else after death, it`s just setting the electric field which is your consciousness in your synaptic net free, and getting a random new body. You can observe this theory of no Karma around you in your every-day life, the most disgusting hating bad and evil witches and bitches, ALWAYS get every possible luck in life, the most money, the most loving husband, maybe even win in the lottery after drunk-driving someone dead and yadda-yadda-yadda, looks like the more evil and disgusting someone is, the more luck in life comes. So you see, there is no such thing as Karma or f*cking goooooood or whatever who "loves and rewards you for beeing good" or things like that. I have a pure scientific view of reincarnation! I don`t ask you how to control reincarnation, I just want to overcome the fear of this pure random body one gets after death. It`s the fear of the unknown, and even if my rational thinking says "just do it in Thailand, in Thailand such a shit existence like this, is completely impossible no matter what gender you will have and how much money you will have!" But there is still the fear of the unknown. And because of that, my inner soul and deep inner feeling reject death as a solution, even if >>I<< - the rational thinking - do. And because of that, the nightmares, the diffuse fear. Is there a way to overcome this fear? Thanks for reading.