I will begin by saying I had the perfect life, beautiful wife, money health just everything but I was always depressed or not too crazy about living. Since a few months ago my wife and I started to have problems and now she finally left me. I have just realized that she was the only thing that kept me from killing myself. I have spoken to friends and counselors and the only thing that alleviates the pain is hearing her voice. <mod edit allofme... method..> I can’t live without her and I know that with her is not an option anymore. I really want this pain to go away. I wish I would have realized what she meant to me before it was too late. I don’t know how people here feel about this but I’m desperately trying for someone to tell me something that will help because I just can deal with the pain.