around 6/7 years ago i started cutting. and when i stopped, it took me 3 years to show my mom. and she was very dismissive about it all. now a few months ago i started cutting again without letting her know. i hid all my blades, bandages and bloody tissues in my drawer under loads of videos, as my mom never goes into them. however. i came home yesterday and my mom is like 'i got some videos out of your room'' and didnt say anything else... and i came upstairs. looked in my drawer, and she has threw every away! and did not say a word to me about it all. and this morning when she left for work, i txted her asking why she threw all my stuff away in my drawer and she phoned me back and this was the conversation: mom - ''i thought it would be best not to say anything'' me - but its worse not knowing what you're thinking mom - well it was all covered in blood. why were you saving it? me - i wasnt saving it. i was hiding it mom - well maybe throwing stuff away would be a better way to hide it. you havent started that again have you? me - i did. but ive stopped mom - oh good. i brought some chicken for dinner... wtf!! arghhhhh. i feel awkward now.