First of all I want to say hi to you all. Secondly I want to tell you how I feel... Actually that is the problem. The core of the problem. You see, I feel that I no longer feel anything. It sounds contradictory and I'm aware of that. I just don't have anything to live for. How can I live if there is nothing to do it for? I just don't know how I should proceed... Is it really necessary for me to live like this? I see only one solution to my problem, but this wouldn't be the first time I'd be wrong. That's why I'm posting this here. Just because I might be wrong.