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so i don't want to kill myself i just want to die?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by rocknrollslinkie, Mar 27, 2008.

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  1. rocknrollslinkie

    rocknrollslinkie New Member

    it's like i don't want to pull the trigger, but nothing is stopping me from praying that a car hits me

    its stuff like that
    i don't really know what to do
  2. Asari Attar

    Asari Attar Active Member

    I have the same thing. It goes active sometimes, and I have to freeze so that I don't even cut 'cause I promised a few people I wouldn't after they found out. What I usually do is just walk with it. I let it be what it is and say what it wants, and I don't seek out death. When I find I feel the desire to die without suicide I make myself extra alert, so I'm less likely to do something stupid.

    My advice would be to find at least a few people here you can lean on. Talking tends to help, at least for me 'cause of the guilt I feel.
  3. Lestat

    Lestat Well-Known Member

    I know. This is how i feel all the time. I just wish to dissapear and not have it hurt people i love.

    I hope you fix this :)
  4. Ire

    Ire Guest

    Just waiting to die:dry:
  5. fromthatshow

    fromthatshow Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Same here. I don't have the energy to conjure up a suicide. Besides, I'm pretty much already dead, suicide wouldn't change a thing.
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