So I gave away all my stuff,

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by manontherun, Nov 19, 2010.

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  1. manontherun

    manontherun Member

    Well call me stupid, but what the hell am I going to do with a tv and sound system where im going,

    That is my reasoning behind what i now realize is a very dumb decision,
    I blew thousands of $'s ( ummm every thing i have actualy..) at the casino and gave away all my shit, now the final step needs to be taken, but fear and guilt are the only things keeping me in check.

    umm i dont know what to do... If i stick around i will be living in agony and will have nothing, if i go.... i cant think of any reasons not to other then pain,

    help? company? hugs?
  2. Domo

    Domo Well-Known Member

    I can't offer help because i am not doing well myself.

    But company and cuddles i can give you.
  3. oval

    oval Well-Known Member

    welcome, manotherun
    and hopefully all of the above. what do you mean by "where your going" ?
    why did you give all your stuff away? by joining this forum your obviously seeking help so you want it to get better. do you have family or friends that you might be able to stay with for now? do you have to move out at all? how drastic is your financial situation?
    sorry about all the questions
  4. manontherun

    manontherun Member

    I am seriously considering killing myself, I would not want to impose myself on friends as I want to stay as disconected from them as possable so they wil miss me less, if there is such a thing,

    my financial situation is dire at best, I maxed out my credit cards, took the cash to the casino and got rid of it as fast as posable, dont need money when im dead, also gave away all my stuff as i will also not be needing any posetoins when im dead, other people have better uses for my stuff any way,

    and now i am thinking a little more clearly, but its too late to undo the damage so i may as well get it over with,

    All this could have been avoided, soooo easily,
  5. manontherun

    manontherun Member

  6. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    No it's not too late to undo the 'damage' ...

    Possessions can be bought again, debts can be paid off ...but you only get the one life and you are having second thoughts ..
    don't go through with it ..

    get yourself some to your doctor, family , friends...stay and talk to us...ring crisis line..
    No need to die just because you gave your stuff away...your life is more important than any 'stuff' ..
    what did you mean if you stick around you will be in agony?
    We want to help...:arms:
  7. doityourself

    doityourself Well-Known Member

    Well I think alot of us can relate to what your going through, Ive actually written notes and had it all planned out many of times, what holds me back is my H and my kids.

    Reasons to stay are all differant for everyone, you say that you have friends that you care about and that care about you why not reach out to them and ask for help or even talk to them.

    Does noone notice that your selling off all your things, noone asks whats up with that?

    Youve told us what decision youve made can you tell us what brought you to that decision?
  8. manontherun

    manontherun Member

    living with mental health issues and continuealy going threw the cycle of destroying my life, then being to depressed to move gets old fast. i feel that 5 years is more then long enough to wait for treatment to start improving my symptoms. simple as that realy,

    I told my family im moving to the states and the movers took my shit to my new place,
    now if they happen to go to GoodWill in the next few days ill have some splaning to do,
  9. KittyGirl

    KittyGirl Well-Known Member

    ah... well... it may be that you figure you won't be 'around' to enjoy your things- but from any type of outside view; it sounds more like you were just being selfless- donating everything you had to charity. That's wonderful.
    ...not the not being around part; but the donating part. Very admirable.
    We all make mistakes-- although the ones that have to do with money seem to be harder to overcome at times.

    Welcome to the forum and stay around as long as you'd like! I'm sure you can find some company and comfort in being here~
  10. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    If you're on meds they may need adjusting or changing...if you have a therapist and it's not helping try another therapist...are you having cognitive behaviour therapy? this might help..adn a new thing called mindfullness is suposed to be good...
    I hope you'll try more help before you give up totally...
  11. may71

    may71 Well-Known Member

    you're not painted into a corner here. If you turn back from suicide now, you'll actually be getting off fairly easy.

    Some people don't realize that they don't want to die until they are in the middle of an attempt, and end up with some new serious physical disabilities in addition to the mental ones.
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