:lost:wow, this site is supposed to help, but every time i get on, it never does. it used to, but now i put up posts about stuff i really need help with or advice about or just someone to say, "hey, i read it, i listened", but no one does. i dont know what to do anymore. everyday im so scared im gonna die, everyday i think i have an std, or a brain tumor, or skin cancer or some other type of cancer. i see a little spot on my skin and then bam, like in a half hour i think its something that im dying of. i just dont know what to do. i dont have the money to go to a therapist. so i though that maybe just having some people to talk to would help, but apparently no one is interested. im so scared of dying, but its starting to feel like "whats the point" if nothing is going to get better. and considering that a whole website of people who are supposed to care and understand are now ignoring me too, then what the fuck am i supposed to do?!?