Damn man that hurts. I always looked forward to seeing her and her smile. She's young too, like 5 yrs younger than me, about 18-19. I known her since she was like 10 and I felt really comfortable around her. And I wanted to get to know her better now that I've graduated college. I felt that the graduation would put me 1up above all the other guys who obviously court her, she freakin gorgeous. But now that she's pregnant I don't want to be around her. I never even knew she was seeing anyone because she's never said anything about it and never told me. She's showing it now and thats how I found out. I'm terrified that she's being like alot of the other girls around here, like some of my cousins and their friends, and wanting a baby just to have a baby. I will still care somewhat about her but I refuse to have anything to do with her and her child. Even though the child is innocent and she is a very sweet girl I don't want someone else's child. I was really beginning to think that she was interested in me. She always had this beautiful smile on her when we met, she was very friendly with me when we spoke, and I felt really comfortable around her. I guess she was just happy to be pregnant. Gonna have to kill any emotions I have for her, like I've done for so many others.