So i was going to kill myself tonight

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by BenJ, Jun 17, 2011.

  1. BenJ

    BenJ Active Member

    But turns out the sleeping pills i was going to od on won't kill you if you take the whole bottle. Looks like I'm going to spend another friday night laying in my bed and crying. I hate my myself, i hate my life.
  2. Caster

    Caster Well-Known Member

    I'm glad you won't be able to harm yourself, but I'm sorry you'll be alone for another friday night. I can definitely usual, I'll be alone tonight. I'm crying right now actually:(.
  3. BenJ

    BenJ Active Member

    Its been a week today since i was discharged from the hospital, and its been a week since ive left my house, If i have to spend saturday night alone too, im going to do something drastic :/
  4. mulberrypie

    mulberrypie Well-Known Member

    youre not alone. we're here for you. talk to us
  5. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    You can pm me anytime okay go into chat talk there lots of people here care hugs
  6. starryeyed

    starryeyed Well-Known Member

    You shouldnt been discharged till you felt safe.
    Im sorry to hear you feel this way.i hate weekends too.
    Keep posting till you feel ok