I'm confused. I am new here so I apologize. I want to say exactly how I feel but not sure if it will be deleted so can someone tell me please? That's what I don't like and it hard about other survivors sites. You can't really say you want to die because it may hurt other people. I don't want to hurt anyone. Honestly do I want to hurt myself? no, or I wouldn't be here typing away. I'm just sad and it will never end so not sure what else to do...end it or go on with more sadness?