Hey. So i havent been here for a while. but i figure i come back and ask for advice. Things have been wierd for me. Ups an downs, more downs than ups tho. It's just that i feel ashamed of not being able to deal with this thing by myself. Im supposed to be a man. Shit like this is for weak losers that cant hang, but i know thats just what i am. I know if i dont get help im not gonna see the end of the year. I'm thinkin of just cancelling and not going. Anyways what should i expect? Am i gonna be cured? Will i be given drugs? Will they really change the way i feel? Why should i try at all? All my conclusions about myself are well thought out and probly true. What will any of this change?