i'm 22 years old.
college senior.
hm.
i've been depressed for a while. things lately have made it worse, and for the last few months suicide has crossed my mind on a regular basis. i feel like my life has spiraled out of control...and i feel like a failure.
my parents always say they're proud...but really proud of what? i have accomplished none of the goals i had set for myself. i should have graduated in may, but because of my depression i failed 3 courses. some days i just can't bring myself to get out of bed.
growing up i got beat up alot, my parents always asked me "why can't you be like so-and-so?" so i have no self esteem, confidence, or worth.
that in turn made me a damaged adult.
wow, this is getting long, so i better wrap this up.
and i'm at work and i've got work to do now...
that's me, sort of...
college senior.
hm.
i've been depressed for a while. things lately have made it worse, and for the last few months suicide has crossed my mind on a regular basis. i feel like my life has spiraled out of control...and i feel like a failure.
my parents always say they're proud...but really proud of what? i have accomplished none of the goals i had set for myself. i should have graduated in may, but because of my depression i failed 3 courses. some days i just can't bring myself to get out of bed.
growing up i got beat up alot, my parents always asked me "why can't you be like so-and-so?" so i have no self esteem, confidence, or worth.
that in turn made me a damaged adult.
wow, this is getting long, so i better wrap this up.
and i'm at work and i've got work to do now...
that's me, sort of...
