I have an okay life: I'm in college (and succeeding) in a sorority (where I should have 63 close friends) I work hard for everything I have blessed with a home full of family along with various other reasons to consider myself lucky However, I am just starting to feel like nothing is worth it anymore. Things that have happened recently make me not want to go back to sorority and school, and I'm not getting along with my family. My only friends here at home, my parents absolutely detest, even though they're the only people that I can talk to and get away from these hard thoughts. I'm embarrassed to tell my parents about my suicidal thoughts. I hang around at work after my shift trying to keep from going home until my parents are hounding me over staying out. It is smothering me. I want out. But there is no way out for me right now. Until I think of suicide, it is unsettling how at peace I feel when I think about killing myself. I know it is the wrong answer, but right now... and more and more, it feels like its becoming more and more of an option.