I'm new and haven't read all the old threads...I've read a few, but none of them seemed to touch on why I'm going do it. I'm done with, over all that junk, and alone in this world, except my parents and my sister. My parents will not do well with my death, but my sister will be fine given the time. There is nothing to live for in my life, once my dog dies (terminal), I will die. I figure the motorcycle in my garage is not enough is not enoug to do it, but I have time to get a gun. How do you keep going on when there is nothing in front of you?