so im still around

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Broken_Life, Jan 10, 2007.

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  1. Broken_Life

    Broken_Life Member

    I chicken shitted out of doing it the other fucking brave of me...I have a plan, ive made arraingments for things so what the hell am i waiting for?!?!
  2. twilightki

    twilightki Well-Known Member

    When I was a kid, I wanted to be a professional boxer. Now I'm trying to be a vegetarian.

    Just because we did something in the past does not mean it should hold us in the future. Things change. Choose to live, my friend. You'll find lots of bad things here in life, but I think the good things are worth it.
  3. Wiseman

    Wiseman Member

    You may think that you want to die but I believe that you're waiting to be saved, I'm sorry if I am wrong.
  4. Broken_Life

    Broken_Life Member

    Nope I dont want to be saved...I want things to go away so I can get it over with...things being husband wouldnt understand...maybe you would who knows...
  5. shellz

    shellz Guest

    I think its good you chickend out. Your giving yourself another chance at the wheel. This time, try pointing yourself in the right direction instead of the wrong. You must have something holding you back, even though you may not know what it is, and be thankful for it.

    Give yourself time to recuperate from the other night, and move forward to try to find that last bit of hope for you.
  6. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    I do understand, Broken. That does not mean I necessarily agree. I have also felt/feel the same way as you have been from reading your post. I am glad you chickened out of it. I see it as being courageous though. It takes more courage to hang on and fight this battle than it does to give in to the horrible feelings. Stay strong. As you stated, you have a husband and daughter. your daughter does need you. Take care . :hug:
  7. Jolanta

    Jolanta Member & Antiquitie's Friend Staff Alumni

    I know you have lots of reasons why you want to die. The reason you are waiting is to find some reasons to live. Brave? Yes, living requires bravery.
    And your family needs you.

    With love from Melanie
  8. jane doe

    jane doe Well-Known Member

    i think that if you don´t want to be saved, you want to stay alive because you need to see your doughter grow up and wach out for her, to listen to her when she start dating with someone, etc. i know you like to see when she smiles to you and help her to do her homework, and i think you don´t want to miss that...but that´s what i think...i don´t know if i´m wrong but i think you should live for her.:)
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