So, for those of you that know somewhat of my situation at the moment, I decided to grow a pair(even though I'm female) and confront my brother with my father there. THey came home and i took them both aside and told him shit wasn't fair anymore and I was breaking. I'm in tears and this is what I said: me: i can't do this anymore. it's not fair that i buy food for dylan and i and other people eat it all. i dont make a lot of money and I spend it on feeding a child that's not mine which is fucked up. I clean up after everyone, i am eveyrone's bitch. my brother: i didn't eat your food..i dont know whats going on. Here's ten dollars..go buy more food me: i dnt wnat your money..i want shit to change my dad: take the money kelly i grab the money and throw it at my brother and i say wtf is 10 dollars gonna do me. make up for 5 years of you walking all over me. FUCK THAT! How can 10 dollars make up for 5 years of me being everyone's doormat? It can't and it won't and it aggravates me that for the first time i take a stand and that's the shit i get. so now im sitting here contemplating my self worth b/c apparently i'm shit if the peopele that are supposed to love me don't recognize what theya re doing to me. So fuck it right, take em and swallow em and make it better..thats how i ffeel so whatever..fuck my feelings shove them aside..they mean crap anyways.