I isolate myself to save myself. But by doing that i'm so freaking lonely I can hardly tolerate it. I don't want to do anything but sleep. I could seriously care less about pretty much anything right now. I'm not important on anyone's list, I hardly doubt I would be missed much. Really. I just don't think I would be. Oh, unless someone needed me to do something for them. But that's about it. It would never be about me. Do I feel sorry for myself? Naww. I'm just done. Feels good to get that out though. I'm hoping tomorrow will be a better day. Glad I found this place, I really needed somewhere 'anonymous' that I could just let go of this.