I don't know why I feel this way...:cry: I am just so lonely... that is all I can say... this is the first time I have felt this way since developing internet relationships....:cry: I just wanna die... I mean I have these fantastic internet friends of whom I love so very very much..... yet I cannot shake this alone feeling. I have no friends in the real world... well no one I would consider a true friend someone who I can love and talk too openly. I HATE THIS FEELING... my friends deserve better than this... I love them... but I sit here feeling unloved and unwanted... I convinced myself that I will settle for less and that net relationships would be good enough.. but they are not.:depressed :depressed :depressed :depressed WHY THE FUCK IS IT LIKE THIS?