Hi, life has been wonderful to me, till a few years ago, my health disabled me. Been alone ever since, everyone whom were once in my life abandoned me. I feel so tired, so alone. Never felt so lonely in my whole life. I've had thoughts of suicide, but no one takes me seriously, why? I'll never know., I even tried the national hotline, all they did was make me an appot with a psychiatrist, she said there was nothing wrong with me mentally. Therapy helped, made me feel better at times, but whenever I'm alone, thoughts of suicide, starts kicking in full gear. I'm new, so I don't know where to share my story. I feel as if the world is closing in around me, and I'm suffocating. Anyway's, hope someone here can understand me, I really can use the support living alone. The most difficult experience, I've ever had is living alone with suicidal thoughts. I have no one to talk to. Thanks for reading.