So cliche but I guess that's me. Haha. I'm jumping into the ocean tonight. No more of this whiny-ass cutting or drinking and pill-popping nonsense. It's a high bridge. I'm not sure if the fall will kill me but I would imagine it will at least break some bones. Sinking to the bottom won't take long either way. I suck at swimming. I have nothing left to say about my motives or my miserable life. I just hope anyone else who wants to kill themselves will get help before it's too late because it's too late for me now. I know I said I wasn't going to write about it but I guess it's my last feeble effort to try and help someone. Learn from my mistakes while you still have a chance. Goodbye.