this is just getting to be way too much, honestly i dont want to deal anymore. it seems that everyone hates me right now, i know we all think that at times. anyway my ex hates me and told me he wants me to just die. my 12 yr old hates me cause im making her move back with me cause she is living with my ex husband who is just her stepdad and trying to skip school, smoke, and get in trouble. i may have to put her in a hosp as she is threatning to kill herself if i make her move. ive been there i really dont want her to end up like me. her stepdad was doing good w her since he has been "daddy" since she was 2 untill he started dating a 19 yr old. he is 35. im sorry but i think there is something wrong with that. i understand that as her mom there are going to be times she hates me, but it hurts badly, we have always been extremely close. i know im doing this in the long run to try to protect her. I have no room to talk really, at the moment im 30 and have no job and living with my mother again. I suck. I just dont know wht to do with this anymore. I need to be strong but im ready to give in and collapse.