I feel so lost at the moment. I'm in this deep pit of depression and anxiety that I can never escape. I have tried so hard, for so many years..Trying to move on, having to live and endure the pysical and mental pain I go through every single day. I can't do it any longer. I said to myself if things didnt' get better this year, I'm out, and they haven't. I have given life more than enough chances, and it just isn't ment to be. This family here on sf has helped me so much and I have (hopefully) helped people too, but my time is up and I am to weak to carry on, so thank you..and goodbye.