So Low and sad

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by shazzer, Jan 8, 2009.

  1. shazzer

    shazzer Well-Known Member

    I just hate this bloody life why the hell is life so cruel. My friend passing away is just tipping me over the edge I just can't stop crying I just want to die. I never even met her but it hurts like hell she should still be here. I got a sympathy card for her family to post tomorrow its her funeral next week. She should be here with her kids I can't imagine how they must be feeling. If there is a god why the hell did he let this happen it stinks :sad::sad::sad::sad::sad:
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  2. aki

    aki Well-Known Member

    :sad: I'm very sorry shazzer. All you can do know is honour her memory and celebrate her never dies I don't think. She wouldn't want you to hurt yourself. I hope time heals your pain somewhat. Thinking of you :hug:
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    I'm so sorry for your loss Shazzer :sad:
  4. Leiaha

    Leiaha Well-Known Member

    Hi Shazzer, a couple of years ago i suffered the loss of a friend through suicide, it was a terrible time. I asked my GP to refer me to bereavement counselling which she did and , it worked! I still think of her everyday but now i can manage it. Ask your GP to refer you, it's worth a try at least :)

    Lea :hug:
  5. kenny

    kenny Well-Known Member

    Hey Shazzer

    I'm sorry to hear you're going through this, and I know that though there's nothing I can say or do to make any real difference, I'm here to listen if it will help. Please try to be strong.

    my best
  6. shazzer

    shazzer Well-Known Member

    Thank you Ripper Lynne Leiaha and kenny
    For your words means a lot it hurts so bad but it does give me some comfort that she is at peace and no longer suffering. She didn't die due to suicide she had cancer sorry if anyone thought it was suicide. Thank you again