ive such a raw feeling of despair, so torn apart because my marriage is failing i dont feel the same as i used to my wife says im an empty emotionless shell not the man she married. i cant leave ive no where to go or cant afford to with my job hanging in the balance. why would i rather die than truly believe i can be happy again. what a mess. we have drifted apart over the years with all my problems i just feel iv come to the end of the road i know if i die then everyone loses but what options do i have? my minds so swamped with all my issues! please save me before its too late!!!! mart.