i feel so depressed. i dont want to live anymore, and nobody seems to care. i told my mum i was feeling sad, and she said that i have to get a move on with life and stop relying on other people. my boyfriend says he understands coz he feels the same way sometimes, and he says he wants to help but he never does. i have no friends. i'm nearly 16. i want to make an attempt, but i dont want to die. i've attempted twice before and the doctors or my family barely took any notice. my parents got really angry. they didnt care how i felt. it was a cry for help. i'm crying as i write this. i need them to listen to me. nobody really understands.