I don't want to bother anyone, I just need to let it out. Here it is, I missed an appointment at the agency of employment and I risk cancellation now, and no money for several months. I'm jobless, and I have so many money problems already. I'm trying to get that fixed up today, but I'm nervous about the issue. What if it doesn't work? I'll say I was at the psy. They're ok at the center to help me. They told me "it's the AOE that pisses you off?" lol that made me smile, and it's the only thing that makes me smile today. If I lose that money, I'll live "at" my partner's and will be obliged to be confronted to him, in the sense, accept his money to live, what I do already enough in my opinion as I don't pay the rent. That would be terrible for me. Especially because he doesn't love me anymore. Love. I miss love so much, to love and to be loved. I think I love, but nothing comes in return, it's tough some days. That's enough whining for today. Thanks for reading.