I know i've posted SO many threads saying this same thing but I'm still looing for an answer...how do i get past this? I need this to stop now because it hurts so much, and it sems the more patient i get the more it keeps coming back. It's so hard, so much pressure, so much pain. My mind and heart are being pushed and then pulled...i dont know how much i can take! I just want someone really horrible to happen so i gues pushed over the egde and am able to make that final step to end it...:sad: