So much crap.....

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Bigman2232, Sep 29, 2008.

  1. Bigman2232

    Bigman2232 Well-Known Member

    going through my head and I don't know where or what to do.

    I'm just so tired with everything. Tired of having the same feelings over and over. Tired of dealing with the same problems over and over. Tired of trying to change something that can't be changed. Tired of writing on forums hoping for it to change me. Tired of being alone.

    I can't do anything right. Can't be smart. Can't be successful. Can't help my mom. Can't make my dad proud. Can't be a good friend. Can't be someone that girls like. Can't be who I want to be.

    I have so much to say but every time I go to write it, it just all disappears. I need a real person and that won't be till OCt. 10th. and even then it's just a referral thing. FUCK