Once again my mind is being flooded with hate,depression, and just utter darkness. Im on the fringe of insanity to where only a thin mask is blocking the obvious. The only light in my life has betrayed me 3 times but i still say i dont care because i love her to much. but that was a long time ago...well months ago...now shes trying to make up for lost time but i just dont think thats enough...Its to the point where im starting to become blind, its probably because of the distance...Now i feel like i have no goal in life..and just filled with so much rage i just thank god that i wasnt born with some super human abilities or something because i doubt this world would see another day for this constant abuse i have been taken. Just now its the final straw.