so much for healing

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by kitanai, Jun 22, 2010.

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  1. kitanai

    kitanai Well-Known Member

    im already back to cutting myself
    i wish i could just end this
  2. Forgotten_Man

    Forgotten_Man Well-Known Member

    How long did you go without cutting? If I may ask?
  3. kitanai

    kitanai Well-Known Member

    its been awhile
    but ive cut myself a few times today
    even went to bed 1st thing when i woke up i cut myself again
  4. kitanai

    kitanai Well-Known Member

    sigh i keep cutting
    but not deep enough
    i must be scared or something
    i cut so many times i think im done for now i dont see a clear area
  5. Forgotten_Man

    Forgotten_Man Well-Known Member

    :) Well the fact that you cannot remember is a good thing. Have you tried getting rid of your razors or whatever you use?
  6. kitanai

    kitanai Well-Known Member

    im not addicted to cutting
    i just want to kill myself
    and i lack the ability to cut deep enough
    but i havent stopped trying
    but today im probably done trying
    its not working out so ill try again later or tomorrow
  7. kitanai

    kitanai Well-Known Member

    the razors arnt the problem i would use a knife or glass if i had to

    im the problem
  8. Dave_N

    Dave_N Banned Member

    Hi kitanai. Please try to resist the urge to cut yourself hun. Cutting is such a harmful way to deal with depression. You need to get help coping with your depression and suicidal thoughts. Please don't harm yourself. Love yourself. :hug:
  9. Viro

    Viro Well-Known Member

    It's good that you haven't cut deep!

    You are strong enough to stop. You did before, you can make another fresh attempt. Just because the last one didn't end in the best way doesn't mean this one will be a failure.

    Plus, any time you are not cutting is a good thing.
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