I am in just so much pain it is just unbearable. My best friend just found herself a new boyfriend, seems theyve liked each other for some time, but thats not the point. My point is, that her new boyfriend is like the one person who hates me the most in life, and the feeling is quite mutual. And that's not likely to change soon. Since them going shes spoken to me once, and spoke to me about how her old boyfriend who she had a couple of feelings for laughed in her face about her new boyfriend and it kind of upset her. Apart from that time she hasn't spoken to me, I said 'hi' a time or two and how is she, and all I've got is that shes the happiest shes ever been, and not to worry she won't forget me. Yeah, like that's the case I fear that our several year friendship as being best friends is just over like that. Her boyfriend took basically everything I cared about before from me, and now hes taking away my best friend. I know I'm supposed to be happy for her, I am in a way because shes happy, but I just can't help but be upset that now I've essentially lost my best friend, who now only talks when theres a problem or wants something. :/ I don't know what to do, it just hurts, as if she just turned around and told me to die or something. I've spent the last couple of days locked away and crying from the pain, hoping it will end one way or another, wondeirng why I'm still alive. I just want it to stop. Usually I talk to her when I'm in pain, we help each other out and that, but I can't say any of this, it would just make things worse between us so that she doesn't ever talk to me again.