so.. obviously, im the scum of shit

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Dubstepper, Oct 6, 2010.

  1. Dubstepper

    Dubstepper Staff Alumni

    so.. im just ranting... but speaking my mind.

    why is it im always ignored? am i really that big of a fuckup? does my mere presence cause everyone to want to leave? i guess this is what happens..

    i have few friends anymore, is it because im so... whatever the hell i am?

    should i just go back to cutting? it might make everything easier to deal with, i think... screw what the fiancee thinks..

    ill give it a day.. after that.. my body can self destruct itself..
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    NO you are not scum of shit you are obviously in pain feeling rejected maybe even abandoned rant here vent let it out so the pain does not eat away an you okay i hope you feel better about you soon Maybe see why all that anger is inside take a look at that with a therapist it will help you heal some.
    take carw
  3. nagisa

    nagisa Staff Alumni

    Mikel, I'm sorry you're feeling this way. I really hope you don't cut. Maybe you can talk to your fiancee about it? Tell her what you're thinking and maybe she can help. I'm also around if you need someone to talk to. Be safe, ok? :hug: :hug:
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  4. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Here if you feel like talking. :hug:
  5. stig

    stig Well-Known Member

    talk to us mike, we're here.
  6. texaskitty

    texaskitty SF Cat Lady Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Mikel :hug: you are awesome and a great friend. PM me if u need to talk hun.
  7. dontwannabeme

    dontwannabeme Well-Known Member

    your the nicest mod I've met so talk! :)