so out of control

Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by LotusFlower, Apr 19, 2010.

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  1. LotusFlower

    LotusFlower Antiquities Friend

    So I ate more then a salads today, got mad at myself and tried to throw it all up. So I got made at myself for not being able to so I cut myself. Everything is so confusing right now nothing is making sense. I can't put a senstence together when i talk to save my life. I still on't now wetheer I am coming or going. Still have the overwheleming feeling I should be somewhere. he flashbacks are bad today, and were real bad last night.
     
  2. ASolitaryBlue

    ASolitaryBlue Well-Known Member

  3. plates

    plates Well-Known Member

    You sound like you're in a bad place. How is your husband, or anyone close to you, reacting to all this? Does he/they know, can they see you?
     
  4. LotusFlower

    LotusFlower Antiquities Friend

    My husband knows to a degree I don't think he relizes how bad it is. I try to explain, but it never comes out right. I spent a good hour just cutting and burning. GOD I know I am falling apart. I have my moments of logical thinking but then it goes. No one else close to me knows because I pushed them all away.
     
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