This is my first time reaching out for help. I'm losing hope and options. 2 months ago I had sugery for my thyroid and its messed me up bad. My boyfriend of 2 years broke up with me and left me in tears because he just couldn't take all the love I gave him. He was the first person I opened up to and let in and visa versa.He says he still wants to be friends but he acts like we never happened and ignores me. I try saying hi but he doesn't even glance at me. I went to friends and family for help and support but they ignored me or said suck it up and deal with it. My ex's friend who was also my best friend and said he'll always have my back acts like I'm not there. Two girls keep taunting me saying "Its obvouse why he left you" or "Saw it coming". My parents think I'm overdramatic and are getting mad at me. I've cried everynight and haven't slept in a week. I lost my appitite and lost 6 pounds and I'm 89 pounds now.. I have to take pain medication for the chest pains I've been getting. I can't be anywhere without wanting to collapse and cry. My sister calls me a weak little bitch and other shit. Everyday brings new pain and misery. I have no one for help. I'm alone. Truly alone. My parents keep fighting, I'm failing in my classes. I'm in sooo much physical and mental pain right now that I feel like I could die any second. Please...someone help me...I can't hold on much longer...I want to die so much...please...