So sad ...

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by voices_inmy_head, Apr 15, 2008.

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  1. voices_inmy_head

    voices_inmy_head Well-Known Member

    Im so sad and so depressed right now, and I shouldn't be, I should be happy as it's my friends birthday.

    But I am so sad, Makes me think I will always feel this way.


    I can't wait for the day I die and all this ends.
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Sorry to hear you are so there anything you can do for yourself to take the sting away??? please try to find something, and see if it will help you enjoy your friend's birthday...big hugs, J
  3. Gunner12

    Gunner12 Well-Known Member

    Life will get better, just pull through this section and it will get better. You will not alway be sad, I'll make sure of it.

    Think of all the good times you've had with your friend, think of how great it was and how great it will be.

    They day you die will truely be a sad day.
  4. voices_inmy_head

    voices_inmy_head Well-Known Member

    i went out with my friend, had fun for a few hours, through out it all though i sat there feeling slightly sad, and now im ready to die again... its a circle i cant break
  5. Gunner12

    Gunner12 Well-Known Member

    Ready to die?

    Too early for that, wait a few more decades.

    Before then, try to break out of the circle. You've tried, and nothing seem to have happened. Well, everytime you try, you get a few steps closer to breaking out of the circle.
  6. voices_inmy_head

    voices_inmy_head Well-Known Member

    Im sitting here thinking please let me cut, just once, but i cant find anything sharp, just once...

    why? *sobs* why?
  7. voices_inmy_head

    voices_inmy_head Well-Known Member

    I dont see the point! the only thing keeping me here is them, other people, I dont want to be here, I havnt wanted to be here since before christmas and the feeling hasnt gone away.

    I want to stop, stop stop stop stop.

    make it stop, all the pain, jealousy, lonliness. Everything. If it wasnt for them I would be gone, make me gone please im begging you
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