I'm out in KY visiting my dad and this is where my rape happened. I've seen the guy that did it multiple times now (David) and...well, when he raped me (7 years ago, when I was 10) he had a thing for razor blades, or moreso using them against me. And a few days ago he broke into my house and cut me up really bad. I have 7 deep cuts on my side and about 15 on my chest...I'm scared and I just want to die. I don't see the point in living anymore...not when I'm going to have to go through this pain. Everyone has always told me that a couple years after it happened I would be able to deal with it better...but it hasnt been like that for me. I've been to multiple counselors, tried all kinds of therapy, been on god only knows how many different medications...and I'm still terrified and the thought of him. I just want to watch my blood pool on the bathroom floor...I just want to die. Someone help me please...