Hi again. :smile:
The next couple of weeks will be very hard for you but you will pull through it. You're going to not like me for saying this, as you've probably heard it a lot, but if you give me a chance to explain why then you might understand better. You need to let go and move on. Even if you still have feelings for him you are too emotionally attached right now and that will leave him feeling intimidated in a sense and will scare him away even further if he does want to get back together with you. I know right now it may seem impossible to do, but you can't live your life waiting for somebody else to put it back together. He needs his space right now and that's the only thing you can do for him in this situation. Give him the time he needs to figure out what he wants to do, and you need to focus on everything in your life outside of relationships. You can certainly live without him, I've lived 20 of my 21 years without a relationship and I'm doing just fine. Life is not love, love is only a part of it. The best thing that you can do right now for him and yourself is to give him space and focus on the other things that make you happy. When he is ready and willing to get back with you, he will be the one to make that move. If he never does anything, then you have your answer. Don't forget that in your life, you are a part of it too. I hope you feel better soon. :thumbup: