so sick of this...

[IV2010]

I'm so sick of this...sick of dealing with being sad, lonely and depressed...
tired of feeling the grief...
tired of being used and abused
tired of being alone
tired of people breaking my trust
tired of no one caring
tired.....
the only one of my daughters who says talk to me if you need me Mum and she's too ffn busy on her stupid facebook games...
it's 4 months tomorrow since my son took his life and I want to be with him..:cry2:

 

[total eclipse]

i understand god your pain is suffocating you. I think if it gets too overwhelming you need to call your doctor okay make sure you have the supports near you. If you need to just go into hospital for awhile do it okay just to get over the pain to be safe okay. i wish your pain would be replaced more with the happy memories but it will take time. You have been so strong but if you can't be then reach out for help okay Your grandaughter loves you and your daughter does too stay safe okay take care

 

[IV2010]

thanks violet...I know what it takes to get better but not sure I want to...
getting too tired to want to....hugs

 

[Rukia]

:hug:

 

[WildCherry]

:hug: Just want you to know I'm here if you want to talk, and I care.

 

[absolution]

this is going to sound so over said but its true....he wouldnt want you to kill yourself hun.... :hug: stay with us... talk to us...talk to me im here for you :hug:

 

[shamps]

IV.......:hugtackles:

I know its not much(sowwi).Feeling pritty damn drained myself today so you aint on your own xox

 

[ASolitaryBlue]

:hug:
i know im awful at showing it sometimes
but i care about you IV
honest i do
and i would much rather you stick around with us here
even if its only me being selfish

 

[IV2010]

:i'm sorry:..I know the drill..doctor, meds increase, therapy...
not sure I want to try...
thanks for caring...hugs

 

[total eclipse]

and talking here to us okay we understand we do it helps to vent okay to get the sadness out in the open we all care