My daughter died over five ago and I miss her so much I just think one day I will just die from the sadness . I think of her all the time and miss her so much, I would love to see her face again, hear her voice or touch her hand. No-one really knows how I feel, they all just think Im having a bad day, but its more like having a bad life. Im no good to anyone anymore just making everyones life sad. I dont know why my husband stays with me, suppose he just feels sorry for me , but I think one day he will just go, the other kids are all grown up now they dont really need me. I just feel like my life is over.